All I could do was wait for the autopsy report. If it wasn’t for planning her funeral I probably would not have been able to get my mind off the waiting game. Before Bug had passed we were planning her 2nd Birthday party. At that time Pinterest had taken off and I remember being addicted to it. You could find so many DIY invitations and decor. The thing you…
I did not sleep at all. Everyone kept telling us to get rest but how could I sleep? When 7 am hit I had to call the Cancer clinic to tell them Bug would not be able to make it to her appointment. They asked when a good time would be to reschedule and I said we won’t be rescheduling and she asked me why… my response was…
The ride to the hospital felt like a movie dream. We were moving and everything around me was moving but I felt still. When we got to the hospital they took her straight to an emergency room and nurses and doctors rushed in. I was left alone for a moment. Then someone approached me and started asking me questions about her medical history and I told her all…
I’ve began to write this blog over and over since I started my blog. I never knew where to start. Do I start when we found out Bug had cancer? The days leading up to why we took her to the hospital? Do I describe the events or how I felt? Or what we did the last day she was on earth? Every time I would begin to…
